It's weird

It's weird how you think that you know someone and then something happens and their true colors start to show. There are few people in my life that I can tell things to, very few people that I can trust with anything. One of those people has shown her true self. She's backstabbing, two-faced, and untrustworthy. It makes me think of all the stuff I have been through with her and it makes me wonder what she has said to other people. What has she told other people about me? These aren't things that I should have to worry about when I tell them to my friends, especially ones that I have known as long as her. Everything that I have found out about her, as completely changed my perspective of her. No longer is she this sweet, trusting person. It makes me sad and I am incredibly hurt by the fact that she has become this. The way she has been acting has been selfish. What has happened in her life that has led her to this? I have no idea. I feel like I have been nothing but a good friend to her. I was there for her when she needed me, though, she was usually too proud to ask for anything.

The thing that bothers me the most isn't that she's hurt me this much, it's that she hurt another friend, her supposed "best friend". My hurt and pain, I can deal with, it's seeing my other friend, driven to the point of tears because of how badly she has been treated. She did nothing to deserve to be treated like shit. It's childlike and immature the way she has been acting and I am tired of it.